Eight Movies I Loved in 2018

I didn’t see many new movies in the theater last year, so most of the new-to-me movies I watched and loved were from previous years. I’ve also been on a kind of horror kick, watching that genre more than any other and my top eight will clearly reflect that, although there’s a teeny bit of romance and drama in the mix as well. Anyway, here are the eight movies I loved in 2018.

What were some of your favorite movies from last year?

the shape of water

The Shape of Water (2017)

In this stunning and strange dark fairytale, a mute womanfalls in love with a creature from the deep, who she decides to free from a government organization treating like a specimen for testing. Guillermo del Toro has long been my favorite director and The Shape of Water is a gorgeous example of why. His passion for monsters is clear in the way he seems to always present the most beautiful of monsters — not to mention the entire world in which those monsters and outcasts live. From the cinematography to the editing, this is a masterpiece of a film.

Halloween 2018

Halloween (2018)

One of the few movies I saw in theaters, Halloween ignores all the past sequels providing a refreshingly satisfying edition within the franchise. The story sees Laurie Strode (last girl of the first film) still locked in survivor mode, forever preparing for the boogyman to come lunging out of the closet. Scarred and hard edged, she is determined to be ready for when Michael Myers breaks free — which of course he does. One of the great things about this movie is how it shows trauma being passed down through generations, with Laurie’s daughter and grand daughter feeling the effects of her ongoing fear and resolution. While it’s got some logic flaws here and there, the movie maintains a solid level of tension along with some good jump scares — a solid addition to the franchise.

Mayhem (2017)

Mayhem (2017)

When his office building becomes quarantined due to spread of a virus that knocks peoples’ inhibitions to zero, recently fired Derek Cho (Steven Yeun) and aggrieved, former client decide to take it man and deliver some well-earned pay back. As Cho and Cross fight their way to the top, chaos roars around them with office staff destroying the office, attacking each other, openly having sex, and acting out their worst impulses all around them. Mayhem is faced paced, violent, and darkly humorous.

To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before (2018)

To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before (2018)

Anyone who has said “the romantic comedy is dead” would be proven wrong over the past year. The genre is very much alive with a number of successful titles coming out in theaters and streaming. To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before is one of these titles, in which a teen girl writes secret love letters to boys that she has had a crush on — never intending to actually send them out. When the letters suddenly make their way into the world, things go wonderfully, wildly wrong. This movie is sweet, funny, and entirely charming — a movie I’ll definitely use for comfort watching in the future.

The Eyes of My Mother (2016)

The Eyes of My Mother (2016)

A lonely little girl who grows into a lonely and disturbed woman, so desperate for companionship she carves it out of the people around her. The Eyes of My Mother is a subtle and deeply unsettling horror film, with  black and white cinematography that adds beautiful weight to the quietly unsettlingly scenes.

Dunkirk (2017)

Dunkirk (2017)

During WWII, British and French troops have been cornered by the Germany army, trapped up against a beach in Dunkirk, France. The movie follows three different stories, covering the land air and sea as soldiers and civilians work to save the lives of the men on the beach. I’m not a war movie fan, but between the gorgeous cinematography, brilliant editing and sound design, and compelling interwoven storyline, Dunkirk is a powerful and thrilling film.

The Fly (1986)

The Fly (1986)

A scientist develops a means of teleportation. It would be an amazing discovery, if a fly didn’t happen to enter the chamber when he while he was testing the machine on himself — leading to a slow genetic mutation. It’s clear why The Fly is considered to be a classic of the horror genre, with its phenomenal, cringe inducing special effects — not to mention a very attractive Jeff Goldblum.

Hereditary (2018)

I’m not sure this movie belongs here. Did I love the experience of watching movie? Not really. It was the last movie I saw in 2018 (it just missed being on my December Culture Consumption), and I’m still processing how I feel about it. I’m not sure I’ll ever know how I feel about it.

Herditary was by far the most visceral movie experience I’ve experienced in a long while — and I don’t used the word “visceral” lightly. From minute one, this movie does everything it can to make it’s viewers feel uncomfortable, starting with moving in on a miniature house with disembodied footsteps. From the use of wide angle shots to the disorientating sounds and music to the way the actors are presented as haggard (compared to the glossy prettiness seen in many other horror movies), Hereditary keeps things slightly (or totally) off kilter. With this constantly present tension, the shocks when they come are ever more brutal and surprising. I spent the vast majority of this movie with my body locked, every muscle tensed tightly — and this while watching the movie in the cozy space of my cousin’s house, where I could pause it and process as needed. (I can’t imagine what the experience would have been like in the theater. I think I might actually have fainted.)

I totally understand why people would hate this movie (one moment in particular fairly early on would drive people away from it). But I also understand why people would love this movie. If the purpose of a movie is to make the audience feel something, then this is a film masterfully executed, providing an experience wrought with discomfort, revulsion, and horror.

After watching this movie with my cousin, I told her that while I thought it was a fantastically made film, but that I didn’t think I would ever be able to watch it again. In the couple of weeks since watching it, I’ve since recovered from the emotional and physical shock and I’m now considering a return to Hereditary in order to better understand how this movie affected me in the way it did.


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16 of My Favorite Reads from 2018

It was a great reading year for me. The vast majority of the 63 books I read in 2018 were excellent, beautifully written, and/or just plain fun — and this could potentially be a much longer list, if I were to include every book that I enjoyed reading last year.

Fiction

freshwater by akwaeke emezi

Freshwater by Akwaeke Emzi

Connected to gods and spirit, Ada navigates her life with a sense of fractured self. Emzi’s debut novel is stunning from top to bottom. Ada’s story is heart wrenching. The writing is lush, vivid, and lyrical. It’s the kind of writing to sink into and get lost in. This book haunts me in the best of ways. (Full review.)

All Systems Red - Martha Wells

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Finish THE NOVEL: My Writing Goal for 2019

Writing Goals 2019

As arbitrary as the start of a new year is, I enjoy goal setting and, really, I just love making lists. So, I’ve done many kinds of resolution and goal setting over the years — I’ve kept it (fairly) simple, and I’ve made massive lists of ALL the things. Each of these has met with mixed results, although I’ve found in general that a simple set of concrete goals usually works best.

This year, my goal making boils down to one thing:

Finish THE NOVEL

In some scope or another, THE NOVEL is always present in my mind. It haunts me that I have never even completed a full draft that can be properly shared. So, it was quite a shock a few months ago when I realized that the brief break I took in working on THE NOVEL had turned into almost five years.

I kept telling myself that I would get to it — I need to finish this thing here, so I can get back to THE NOVEL. I’ll start work on THE NOVEL next month. No, the next after that.  — and then time passes, because that’s what time does. In some form or another, I’ve been putting Finish THE NOVEL on my annual goals for the past five or six years.

I’m tired of this pattern. So, this year, I have one goal — Finish THE NOVEL. That’s it.

I’ve set out a plan for doing the work and have even switched around my day job schedule a a bit to provide more dedicated time to writing. It means that I’ll probably have to say no to some of the kinds of collaborative work I’ve been doing in the past year.

BLOG BADGE 2019 Poetry Blogging NetworkIt also means that some of my shorter projects will be back-burnered.  Even though there are other things I’d like to get done in 2019 — Finish any or all of the short stories and poetry projects I have “in progress,” Blog at least once per week at part of the Poetry Blogging Network, Attend a reading or open mic at least once a month, Return to a regular running routine, etc. — all of these things by necessity will need to be secondary to may main task for the year — working on THE NOVEL.

This is an achievable goal. All it requires is the focus and effort to make it happen.

The Year of Finishing THE NOVEL is officially underway.

What are your goals for 2019?

A Footnote on Bullet Journaling: Last year I tried out Bullet Journaling as a means to help me stay organized and focused. I always meant to provide a follow up on how that went, but never got around to it. I dove fully into it at the start of the year and found it extremely helpful toward my productivity. It let me calendars and lists that suited me (I may have mentioned that I love lists). 

However, about mid year, the benefits of the Bullet Journal (creating your own calendar) became the struggle. Around that time, I started to feel too overwhelmed with keeping up with the weekly or even monthly layouts, so I slowly stopped doing them at all. 

So, I would say that I found Bullet Journaling to be a bit of a mixed bag. It was useful when I had the focus to use it, less useful when I was too overwhelmed to keep it going.

That said, I’m putting starting off the year with a Bullet Journal again — this time will an even simpler design. Hopefully that will help me keep the journal going, and in turn, help provide me with the focused tasks to meet my goal of finishing THE NOVEL.


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My Year in Review

Every year, I look back at last years goals and try to assess what worked and what did not work for me. 2018 was an interesting year, bringing a considerable amount of stress and anxiety — and I’ve noticed a number of others have experienced the same, if not more in that regard.

Just looking at my goals from the previous year, I can see that I’ve accomplished a couple of things: my blogging year was pretty consistent and I did manage to launch and successfully fund a kickstarter, among other things. But some of the major projects I was hoping to complete (finish the novel, run a half marathon) did not reach completion.

During the second half of the year, I’ve especially been felt a sense of stagnation. I stopped running, attending few writing events, and in general felt that there was little progress on my personal projects.

But this feeling of stagnation is a bit of self deception, because if I consider things as a whole, then it’s actually been phenomenal year for me in terms of writing and travel — a year I could and should be proud of. So, instead of worrying about what didn’t work for me in the past year, here are some of the good things that have gone down in 2018.

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Culture Consumption: December 2018

Hi, lovelies. Here’s my month in books, movies, television, and games. 🙂 I’ll be posting my favorite reads and movies of the year in the next week or two.

Books

A Cruelty Special to Our Species by Emily Jungmin Yoon and Basement Gemini by Chelsea Margaret Bodnar

I read two phenomenal (if very different) poetry collections this month, A Cruelty Special to Our Species by Emily Jungmin Yoon and Basement Gemini by Chelsea Margaret Bodnar. In her book, Yoon reflects on the lives of Korean comfort women of the 1930s and 40s, considering not only the history of sexual slavery, but also its ongoing impact. On the other hand, Bodnar uses imagery from horror cinema in her chapbook to delve into the dilemma of female power.  I also interviewed both poets about their work — Yoon on the New Books in Poetry podcast and Bodnar on my blog.

Another book I loved this month was Ted Chiang’s stunning short story collection, Stories of Your Life and Others. These stories present beautiful contemplations of our world through linguistics, mathematics, architecture, and beauty — with characters who pursue knowledge and understanding. It’s lovely and I’ve written more on this over here.

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