California has a tendency to fool me this time of year â€” days swinging into cooler temperatures one week and then quickly rebounding into heat. Summer clings, refuses to let go. Leaves rarely yellow or brown in the expected colors of the season. The Fall never really feels like Fall.
And yet, October is my favorite month. The advent of Halloween carries with it the whispering of spirits, the trickery of fae folk, the glowing of jack-o-lanterns, the dancing of skeletons. It’s a powerful time, a witchy time.
The days are dimming, growing shorter. The nights are darker.
This can be comforting. Darkness and shadow can be a fertile space for transformation â€” bulbs and seeds lie hidden within the earth, gestating, awaiting their moment to burst forth and bloom.
I suppose what I’m saying is that I’m feelingÂ a desire to draw in, close off outsideÂ influences,Â and wrap myself in the comfort of hearth and home. I long for rich, warm foods, good books, and quiet.
What I’m desiring is not only an external drawing in, but an internal one. As I settleÂ into what comforts me, I’m wondering what lies within the shadowy places within myself. What have I kept hidden? What fruits can I reap from this year’s work? What do I want to plant anew? What do I wish to nurture andÂ grow?
What about you?
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4 Replies to “Learning to Grow, So You May Reap”
What you say about germinating in the darkness resonates with me so much. Even though I can go through depression with the waning light, I also find comfort with candlelight and the inner light of the mindâ€™s eye.
Totally. Sometimes there are so many distractions that the quiet and dark can be a beautiful moment of reprieve (in the right doses).
I feel the same lately. Energized to regroup and create something new. Sounds like the perfect mood to contribute to NaNoWriMo! LOL!
Hah! Yeah, so it is. Nano here we come.
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